Another day in the life of the Young and Jobless

Today is another day of going on interviews, talking on the phone, faxing and emailing resumes and getting more frustrated by the day, but I must keep going. But I am beginning to see why so many people are committing suicide over this situation, it is so GRIM. And no matter what, I have to step into the other world and think "Its only money, it will get better", but it is tough to stay up when the situation is down. But if I killed myself, I would never know if it could have gotten better, or if I could have met someone passing through, that would say, "how much do you want?" I probably wouldn't believe them and lose the chance, but it could happen. To give up on life, due to finances, just seems....too drastic of a measure to take. While I do worry about what I am going to do until I find another job, I have to force myself to see that each day has its own anxieties. And facing adversity no matter how big or small will only make stronger and wiser, but the one fact remains until then.....I NEED A JOB! :(