Its the weekend, and I am still jobless

As I write this, I am feeling a little down, depsite my efforts in trying to gain employment, I am leaving this week jobless, and it has become very frustrating, because I was told from a young age, jobs won't come to you, you have to go to them, pound the pavement until it can't be pounded no more and I am still where I started, I get leads from the newspaper, employment office, emailing, faxing, resumes, selling my body (just kidding, wanted to see if you were paying attention :), and still no one's responding, and I am ready to yell : I AM HERE! I NEED WORK, THE LEGAL KIND. I am gaining a whole new appreciation for models, actors, etc I don't see how they do it everyday, going from one audition to another, being rejected daily, this is torture. The only lead that has been positive so far is one that is paying people to to test their drugs on, And I am about to take it. I have never wanted to be a human guinea pig, but it is a paying gig. It has been a humbling experience to say the least, one that I will never forget. Until next week it is the Jobless Warrior saying keep trying, we will get there.